a little update. baptised on easter sunday. passed out as clt.

school's pretty boring. my timetable sucks, my teachers cant speak proper english and my class is kinda childish. ah.. i miss 4e1. really did. poly life is a total 360 change. my school is up a mountain and every early morning i got to crawl up to it. hah.

bought my laptop. pretty screwed la.. first few days of school without it caused my tutorials o pile up.

sob holidays are over. and im still in holiday mood. haha. shall end here

clt course. i managed to survive for the first 4 days.

first day.. i was pretty pissed. shant elaborate but the oic was a !@#$%^&(*&. second third and fourth day is ok i guess. but i learned a ton of rather meaningful and useful info through this few days.

haha throughout the course im pretty anti-social. no particular reason but i just didnt talk much to anybody.

on the third a girl started asking me," hey why are you so cold?"

haha i was dumbstruck. didnt know how to reply her and just simply shrugged.

today which was the fourth one of my syndicate mates eileen too posted me a similar question.

"why you come to this course and never talk to anybody else?"

again i had nothing to say and the next thing i knew they were giving out the peer appraise sheets. syndicate mates will basically rate each and everyone in the syndicate. thats it i thought. haha the peer appraise itself weighs 10% of my course peromfance. im sure i'll be rated rather badly.

its goes like this.

leadership30%
basically i didnt really do much so this is pretty screwed.

mutuals18%
as for this i hav not even get my materials ready.

National Education
15%im not sure about this

Rope course15%
not sure about this either too

physical fitness10%
HAHA. as i come down to this.. im dead. i have not exercise for like almost a year?techniclly after 2005 june holidays. i didnt run nor anything. so in the end i wasnt able to do any pullups. stamina was pretty lousy and so on and so forth. ha. its a wonder i got gold for nafa.

Personality10%
as i mentioned this would be the peer appraise. im done for.

Commander's veto2%
i think this is crap. purely crap.

well the bottomline is, im praying hard that i could passout as a clt. hahaha

clt course's starting next week. pretty much reluctant to attend yet im much excited about it. weird. by attending it it's also the mark of the end of my holidays. the course itself consumes my 2 precious final weeks of holidays. Its like an army camp. Friday book out, sunday book in. oh well.

saw the course training program. it's freaking slack. hope i could passout, or im actually wasting away my time. just wanna get it over with.

poned today's first aid course since it wasnt compulsory.

5 months of holidays is almost over. Been too comfortable at home and i dont wish for school to start. Poly is gonna be a huge difference. studying methods etc etc. just didnt want it to start. probably because im taking a course which i had no interest and pretty much uncertain of what lies ahead. i wished i was somewhere else.

day of baptism is nearing and i have not gotten my testimonial ready. interview by the reverand's this sunday. procastinating like never before. still haven told my dad about it. this thing is pretty much frustrating.

tomorrow's street e or rather later in the afternoon. pray that everything would go well.

i've not touch my guitar for weeks. left it rotting in church. think im losing the stamina to strum; play. well my idea of improving myself during the holidays seems to be all talk but no action. sigh.

i think i'll end here. goodbye

vrrroooommmm.. had a good time chilling out with some church peeps ytd. went to eat dim sum buffer at some rundown restaurant. ok their service SUCKS big time. really feeling like giving all of their staff one big tight of slap each. haha food was ok.

after that we went window shopping at guitar shops down below. we'are at penisular hotel btw. looked in guitar77, davis, math something.. dont remeber the name. paul wanted to look for a new acoustic. so do i. zz

next stop marina square. it has been along time since i step foot there. we played lan there. played cs dota. zz im owning. hahaha.

went to collect my uniforms today. 4 sets of uniform. its really heavy. its raining heavily so i dialled and ask my mum to pick me up from hq. nothing much interesting happened today. zz.aiya lazy to write anything more. thts it

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so i made my decision or rather last min decision. i decided to be baptised. date; good friday. weird. many ppl were asking about my desicion. i told nobody.

so i served again today. worship was fun. never felt so happy before playing. the joy from the Lord is definitely diff.

nothing much to talk about. over and out