beauty for ashes

Monday, November 27, 2006

common test is coming, youth camp is coming, new year is coming.

whole of december is going to be rather busy. with sch test, camp, overseas trip. practically i guess i'll be mia-ing for a period of time. hah. so long!

Saturday, November 18, 2006

im soo tired. zz. sleep more also no use. haha.

had band prac today. i was kinda pissed with somebody. his pride pissed me off. oh well. most of cg ppl went to watch step up with daniel. but i didnt have the money and some other reasons not to.

shall end here ba

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

short update.

been too lazy to blog.

slacking my last whole week of poly off.

playing ff12 like the world's gonna end tmr.

lastly, who says lightning doesnt strike twice at the same spot.. it did today.

zzz

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Love them like Jesus

The love of her life is drifting away
They’re losing the fight for another day
The life that she’s known is falling apart
A fatherless home, a child’s broken heart

You’re holding her hand, you’re straining for words
You trying to make - sense of it all
She’s desperate for hope, darkness clouding her view
She’s looking to you

Just love her like Jesus, carry her to Him
His yoke is easy, His burden is light
You don’t need the answers to all of life’s questions
Just know that He loves her and stay by her side
Love her like Jesus
Love her like Jesus

The gifts lie in wait, in a room painted blue
Little blessing from Heaven would be there soon
Hope fades in the night, blue skies turn to gray
As the little one slips away

You’re holding her hand, you’re straining for words
You’re trying to make sense of it all
They’re desperate for hope, darkness clouding their view
They’re looking to you

Just love them like Jesus, carry them to Him
His yoke is easy, His burden is light
You don’t need the answers to all of life’s questions
Just know that He loves them and stay by their side
Love them like Jesus

Lord of all creation holds our lives in His hands
The God of all the nations holds our lives in His hands
The Rock of our salvation holds our lives in His hands
He cares for them just as He cares for you

So love them like Jesus, love them like Jesus
You don’t need the answers to all of life’s questions
Just know that He loves them and stay by their side
Love them like Jesus
Love them like Jesus

Casting Crowns

Monday, November 06, 2006

life's really unpredictable. you wont know when God will just take you away from this earth. received news that daniel's grandmother passed away.

upon receiving the news, my heart wrenched. though she wasnt related to me but i feel for her. she died painfully.. having both her legs amputated and being diagonised with high blood sugar for years. in the end i know she has found her place in Jesus' arms.

every sunday in church when i pass by her she would wave and smile at me. it's a heartwarming feeling. i guess it's now all gone. just like that. makes me think back of my own grandmothers. im really grateful and glad that both of them are still alive. it really makes me appreciate them more.

especially my mum's side granny. heh. she used to bring me out alot and buy me lots of toys. there's a period of time she would bring me for tuition and after that take me for lunch. whatever i asked for she would buy them for me. as i grew up, i didnt get to see her as much as before. only during sundays when my mum's side relatives would all gather at my house.

oh well. nothing much to talk about anyway. shall end here.

Sunday, November 05, 2006

the moon was red tonight. but not as red as the one 5 months ago during retreat in malaysia. come to think of it 5 months has just passed by since my encounter.

choices was what we learned today. it's kinda sad but i know its worth it! treasures up there is better than ones down here.

visited a patient in NUH today. had an interesting chat with my cousins. haha.

im no doubt upset though im surpressing my feelings. no point showing it. my head over my heart.

Saturday, November 04, 2006

i think im an asshole. if that piece of information told by me was to cause disharmony. im gonna shut my mouth and not share anything with anyone anymore.

life's unpredictable. looking at normal people and the next moment they fall terribly sick. so what can i do to help? my heart goes out to them but i cant do anything.

however somethings are predictable. i dont care anymore. my desicision. my way. my method.

long day today. trialaton( i didnt participate only help out), band prac, cg, youth committee meeting.

emotions running high. im getting pissed easily. i dont know why.

where's my perfect ending?