clt course. i managed to survive for the first 4 days.

first day.. i was pretty pissed. shant elaborate but the oic was a !@#$%^&(*&. second third and fourth day is ok i guess. but i learned a ton of rather meaningful and useful info through this few days.

haha throughout the course im pretty anti-social. no particular reason but i just didnt talk much to anybody.

on the third a girl started asking me," hey why are you so cold?"

haha i was dumbstruck. didnt know how to reply her and just simply shrugged.

today which was the fourth one of my syndicate mates eileen too posted me a similar question.

"why you come to this course and never talk to anybody else?"

again i had nothing to say and the next thing i knew they were giving out the peer appraise sheets. syndicate mates will basically rate each and everyone in the syndicate. thats it i thought. haha the peer appraise itself weighs 10% of my course peromfance. im sure i'll be rated rather badly.

its goes like this.

leadership30%
basically i didnt really do much so this is pretty screwed.

mutuals18%
as for this i hav not even get my materials ready.

National Education
15%im not sure about this

Rope course15%
not sure about this either too

physical fitness10%
HAHA. as i come down to this.. im dead. i have not exercise for like almost a year?techniclly after 2005 june holidays. i didnt run nor anything. so in the end i wasnt able to do any pullups. stamina was pretty lousy and so on and so forth. ha. its a wonder i got gold for nafa.

Personality10%
as i mentioned this would be the peer appraise. im done for.

Commander's veto2%
i think this is crap. purely crap.

well the bottomline is, im praying hard that i could passout as a clt. hahaha