woot. my chat with eda confirms everything. i was right! heh. people are so predictable.. not that im bragging but i seem to guess out every move correctly. hah. it's really funny la the whole situation. haha!
service, bible study, lunch, dance lesson, intercessor prayer meeting and home. im taking jazz dance lessons. hah believe or not. waha.
tmr's gonna be a long long day. going to be in sch from 8 morn till 7 night.
watching tommy emmanuel play his guitar is madness. gives me the feeling of throwing my guitar away. waha. he's sure being blessed by God with his guitar skills.
today's CATS lesson is crazy. Lecturer is a dirty minded 49 year old man. his jokes are super sexual. "Smoking kills your tadpoles." HAHA. And there he kept ranting on alot of rubbish. SW we didnt manage to do anything cause it was raining. And the lecturer began to talk about his experience in the shipyard. quite interesting la.. especially on the part on how a rich man lost his 30million yacht in PSA. very hilarous.
hah was looking at my pri sch friend's friendstermjust now. most of them changed beyond reconition. comparing them to my pri school photo they look alot different. waha.
went orchard with aaron, tony, heng kiat and jiayan after school. aaron wanted to buy a crumpler and we tagged along. after which we walked around orcahrd again. i can now close my eyes and walk around orchard la. dont know why i went there so often for what. madness. walk walk walk and my legs started to ache. tony was talking nonsense during the whole trip. King of crap. waha. he never cease to make anyone laugh with his stupid jokes.well went back around 5 plus and stop by popular at j8 for some stationery.
tmr's SW is stupid.. thinking about it makes me go crazy. zzz
basics. i'm always forgetting them. i guess whatever events, whatever issues im dont seem to remember them. i guess for this issuse the answer is its basic form. hah
i dont like making mistakes. i never did. an error caused by myself i could lament about it the whole day and reflect on what i could have done better. i expect alot out of myself.. things given to me.. it must be 100% perfect. hah. i guess im rather practical. there's a time when i didnt help out. why didnt i just take the bag and help? i blew it.
ah my thoughts are killing me! so much to do and im forgetting every impt dates and stuff to do!
being disrupted every now and then by that issue. damn irrtating can. eda ask me go for it. i cant la. things wont turn out the way it will be. been thinking through, analysing.. and predicting things to happen. it'll go 90% of the resolution i come up with.
yay tmr's holiday.. gonna sleep till late afternoon if everything goes well. haha
for all i've done, all that i've said.. what purpose is there? what purpose is it for?what's my motive? what's my true feelings? what am i doing it for?
even though i learned.. i cant apply them. all i'll do is bottle. there's a desire but i cant do it. im kinda disappointed in myself. couldnt forgiven myself for making mistakes. like i said before im a freak pefectionist. hah
school today is ok la. quite tired through out the whole day though.. been sometime since i saw my classmates. still crappy as before. hah.
haiya.. i regret ah. something which i didnt do.. sob.
watched world trade center today. i think it was boring.. was actually broke but out of the blue david's mum gave me a red packet for helping out in her wedding! watched it at VIVO city. took alot of lame pictures.. haha. It's freaking crowded la. saw eugene and charmaine together at the toyrus there. HAHA kenna caught by me sia.. eugene still say he wont fall for my sch cadet. sucker...
sch's tmr.. dang i guess i played too much dont fell like going back at all haha. shall stop here.
didnt feel really well the whole day. was feeling kinda drowsy and didnt have much energy.
after cg went to this malay pasar malam at paya lebar. full of malay food.. sob and i cant buy them. AH! ramly burger looks damn good la. tmr gonna play for service kinda imprompto hah. gonna sleep now though its early. ha
internet was down for the past few days. hah. during that time was occupying myself with movies and anime.
spent the whole day on anime and movies again and finally my broadband was up again. going to go queenways tmr! shop for my shoe. haha. aiya nothing to type. shall end here.
surrender was what i learned.. there are some issuses i still cant let go off. im still unsure of letting God take charge. i was afraid things might not go the way i wanted it to be. how contradicting.. the lack of trust i had in Him which i thought i never had. subconsciously im still clinging on to it, not letting go.
i have started my lazy habits again. waha. glen stayed over again. dota whole day again. haha. i'll run tmr! must run or im going to suffer soon. heh. have been procastinating like no tomorrow.. hahaha.