im starting to feel the pressure of school. tests, quizzes are coming up and out of nowhere. im struggling through my engine mech and naval architeture. hopefully i'll be able to scrap a C for these subjects and the rest As. i have been procastinating la. tutorials, church events plannings and some chores at home. zzz just couldnt be bothered. hah.

now im rushing my speech. zz. dumb IS. some lame module i ahev to go through. waste of my time.. oh well. shall end here.

im currently laughing my ass off la. i managed to retrieve a tremedous load of data which i thought was lost eons ago. hahaha. was browsing through the photo section and boy the memories were flowing back. how chubby i used to be. wahha. but still.. i wasnt able to regain something.

nothing much to blog today. thats it.

cool. i didnt expect that. i'll blog in a proper manner now.

no lesson today. stayed home. slack all the way. watched 2 vcds today; chinese shows. then continued on my kh2. yay tml's friday and my lessons start late. btw ppl say poly is slack thats bullshit i think. bascially first years end school late la. so unlike jc. zz

i decided to join 2 ccas. aikido or taekwando and inline skating. hah. trainings are pretty slack and i earn free cca points. :D and i didnt know i was pulled to join BB. lucky i didnt really agree.

i learned some rather gruesome stuff today. shall not post it here. hah

internal conflicts is pretty exhausting. bit by bit i see people fall apart. sad. sad.

A melodious nocturne

haha. i saw it. further confirmed my deduction. predictable.

understood. never be the same.

freak i began to blog in this manner. i kinda like it. ha

saw glen today.

school's boring. i dislike my lecturers.

damn. everything cut off for no reason.

i'll end here i guess.

i dread school. 3 years. just 3 years.

whats gone will it come back?

maybe it will.

maybe it never will.

im confused.

whats the answer.

what am i doing?

whats the right thing?

pressure pressure.

what am i suppose to do?

how should i do it?

guitar guitar.

i cant keep up.

i seem to be at my limit.

time.

whats up with it.

moving way too fast.

im lagging behind.

should it be an obligation?

i dont know.

i want to serve happily and willingly.

and not just a mere duty to get myself a ticket.