clt course's starting next week. pretty much reluctant to attend yet im much excited about it. weird. by attending it it's also the mark of the end of my holidays. the course itself consumes my 2 precious final weeks of holidays. Its like an army camp. Friday book out, sunday book in. oh well.

saw the course training program. it's freaking slack. hope i could passout, or im actually wasting away my time. just wanna get it over with.

poned today's first aid course since it wasnt compulsory.

5 months of holidays is almost over. Been too comfortable at home and i dont wish for school to start. Poly is gonna be a huge difference. studying methods etc etc. just didnt want it to start. probably because im taking a course which i had no interest and pretty much uncertain of what lies ahead. i wished i was somewhere else.

day of baptism is nearing and i have not gotten my testimonial ready. interview by the reverand's this sunday. procastinating like never before. still haven told my dad about it. this thing is pretty much frustrating.

tomorrow's street e or rather later in the afternoon. pray that everything would go well.

i've not touch my guitar for weeks. left it rotting in church. think im losing the stamina to strum; play. well my idea of improving myself during the holidays seems to be all talk but no action. sigh.

i think i'll end here. goodbye