haiya.. broke fast today but eating hotdog bun. argh. didnt realised what i was doing.

watched transformers today with secondary school pals! out of 10, i'll rate it 7.5.. hah.

Focus.

everyone feels so indifferent, distance now. who's wearing a mask? who's not? there's no one to trust now.

or it's just me?

first week of school. Feels as though i was still holidaying. I PASSED 3 out of 4 of my papers! yay. But i failed cm la due to carelessness.

Every song piece up a story.

You know, I know. So it comes down to this stage. Jesus we need you more than ever now.

screw. template was somehow destroyed. music gone, background gone. oh well.

i realised why am i so afraid of speaking up the truth? why am i so afraid of hiding. i wont anymore!

Church is in a sad state now. Lies and more lies. They keep going around trying to justify that they are right. So disappointed please. Especially to a few people whom i had so much respect for. Another thing is they go around trying to ruin the relations we have with others. PATHEIC. They even lie to their own children.

I'll leave. I hope. Awaiting an answer. Still, i cant bear to leave them behind. After all, it has been 18 years. sigh.

was really comforted today. maybe it wasnt time yet. i praise God for that. For the things He showed.

May Love, Peace and Hope be with you guys always.

Moses or Joshua?

2 Different Lifes, 1 choice, 1 path, 1 destiny.

Losing it might not be an option after all.

Back from retreat. It was great.

mum, dad and brother are leaving for church retreat tmr. Home alone again. I want to go with them tmr too!

CM tmr. NO CONFIDENCE. Screwed up na and som already.

i didnt know if i did right or wrong. one lesson learned.

In a flash, this semester is coming to an end soon.

changed blog skin. SUPPORT LOCAL MUSIC. haha. i like their latest album; Hip city.

Common test this week. Hectic. Church retreat straight after the last paper, going to miss it for the 1st day.

I feel like slapping a few people face and ask them wake up their bloody idea. They know it and yet they still commit it.

I cant believe it. They suspected it. Goodness.