screw. template was somehow destroyed. music gone, background gone. oh well.

i realised why am i so afraid of speaking up the truth? why am i so afraid of hiding. i wont anymore!

Church is in a sad state now. Lies and more lies. They keep going around trying to justify that they are right. So disappointed please. Especially to a few people whom i had so much respect for. Another thing is they go around trying to ruin the relations we have with others. PATHEIC. They even lie to their own children.

I'll leave. I hope. Awaiting an answer. Still, i cant bear to leave them behind. After all, it has been 18 years. sigh.