i think im an asshole. if that piece of information told by me was to cause disharmony. im gonna shut my mouth and not share anything with anyone anymore.

life's unpredictable. looking at normal people and the next moment they fall terribly sick. so what can i do to help? my heart goes out to them but i cant do anything.

however somethings are predictable. i dont care anymore. my desicision. my way. my method.

long day today. trialaton( i didnt participate only help out), band prac, cg, youth committee meeting.

emotions running high. im getting pissed easily. i dont know why.

where's my perfect ending?