basics. i'm always forgetting them. i guess whatever events, whatever issues im dont seem to remember them. i guess for this issuse the answer is its basic form. hah

i dont like making mistakes. i never did. an error caused by myself i could lament about it the whole day and reflect on what i could have done better. i expect alot out of myself.. things given to me.. it must be 100% perfect. hah. i guess im rather practical. there's a time when i didnt help out. why didnt i just take the bag and help? i blew it.