Fire fall down

You bought my life with the
Blood that You shed on the cross
When You died for the sins of men
And You let out a cry
Crucified now alive in me

These hands are Yours
Teach them to serve as You please
And I'll reach out desperate to see
All the greatness of God
May my soul rest assured in You

I'll never be the same
No I'll never be the same

Cause I know that You're alive
You came to fix my broken life
And I'll sing to glorify
Your Holy Name
Jesus Christ

You changed it all
You broke down the wall
When I spoke and confessed
In You I'm blessed
Now I walk in the light
In victorious sight of You

Your fire fall down
Fall down
On us we pray
As we seek

Show me Your heart
Show me Your way
Show me Your glory

a prayer of mine.

yay all the major issues are over and now i can take a breather. band practices gets earlier and earlier each week. sob.

one question. why bother asking God to give you faith to move mountains; why not ask Him to bestow you the faith to save the world?

Im a perfectionist. I like everything to be done in order and things go by my plan. I guess that isnt God wanted from me by organising the youth evangelistic event. Everything i really do mean EVERYTHING, went out of my plans. Whatever i relied on my strength it went haywired.

On sunday Liyun shared a verse from Habbakuk. lazy to type. Exactly for me. Describes what i'm doing for the event perfectly. Im working more rather than praying. This totally coincides with the vision the church had of 500 people. hah. Though the time is short, through uncle wenfu God told me whatever i have now, its more than enough. The way things God does is so random and unusual. so weird as the saying goes do not use a finite mind to understand an infinite God. How true.

After the event is over i gotta seriously mug. Exams in a month's time exactly and i got serious problems in two of my modules. fail these 2 it's game over for me.

I've have been sleeping so much lesser than before! I need my sleep. ZZZ

been so busy the past few days. evangelistic event, prayer meetings, school etc etc. i lost time to be able to spend alone and with my friends. i guess i should start to let go some of my responsibilties.

throughout the week i've seen and experienced so much of God's glory and work. How he touched people, how he worked in them especially my Dad. after 21 years he accepted Christ! can you imagine how my mum perserved and waited for this day to come? It happened so quick. All glory to the Lord.

exams are coming! and i've not been studying. so it's time to hit the books. shall stop here. bye

hah. i guess the question was being popped up again. months ago i wondered if i should step out of the youth committee. surprisingly the question indirectly appeared out again. i've been considering. yes it's definitely time for me to step out of a leadership role. throughout these years, i've been uptaking leadership roles. ppl expect something out of me but there i times i disappoint them.

i made a mess out of the evangelistic meeting. it's really time to say goodbye. by the end of the year i should give the rest of my fellow peers in church a chance to partake the role. it cant be me all the time. it cant be me leading all the time. i just pray that God will lead this committee through and bless them.

reason for my step down; because i've a lesson yet to learn, the most impt aspect of a leader. Humility. personally i feel that im still lacking of this quality. It result to so much in my over confidence in things done. there's something i wanted to say yet i've forgotten. hah.

well this post will be just a personal thought of mine today. stop here. ciaoz.

God is ever faithful. so much has happened today but im too lazy to type out. just pray that things will continue working out! hah.

*do not use a finite mind to understand an infinite God.

the greatest love that anyone could ever know was the One who overcame the cross and grave to find my soul.

i made the first step.

im pretty disappointed. there seem to be politics wherever ppl go. sch, work and guess what. even church.

im rather upset that im not able to attend the prophetic course. i wondered why certain christians are so afraid works of our God; the Holy spirit. Its pretty stupid la as they dont believe in the Holy spirit as stated in the bible, they went against it. Somehow they trust and accept God yet they reject His works. Its contradicting la. like HELLO? what the heck are you thinking?

exam's in months time. so bloody fast. im still in holiday mood. first year of poly is super slack. it's as though you're in a holiday.

im falling sick and im welcoming it. please let me be sick. so i will be able to lie in the bed all day do nothing but eat and sleep.

His mercies never end.

haha. sometimes i guess im really stupid. so that story ends here.

found out something which i was trying to confirm all the while. glad im used to such results.

had a great sharing session with lisi and xavier at my place today. learned more about my spiritual gifts and it's time to excerise em. the cousins and aunties prayed together again. His presence was truly strong. when ppl come together and seek Him, pray, cry out to Him; He definitely be there.