Im a perfectionist. I like everything to be done in order and things go by my plan. I guess that isnt God wanted from me by organising the youth evangelistic event. Everything i really do mean EVERYTHING, went out of my plans. Whatever i relied on my strength it went haywired.

On sunday Liyun shared a verse from Habbakuk. lazy to type. Exactly for me. Describes what i'm doing for the event perfectly. Im working more rather than praying. This totally coincides with the vision the church had of 500 people. hah. Though the time is short, through uncle wenfu God told me whatever i have now, its more than enough. The way things God does is so random and unusual. so weird as the saying goes do not use a finite mind to understand an infinite God. How true.

After the event is over i gotta seriously mug. Exams in a month's time exactly and i got serious problems in two of my modules. fail these 2 it's game over for me.

I've have been sleeping so much lesser than before! I need my sleep. ZZZ