my exams are over and next comes my 7 weeks of holidays. pretty lost of what should i do during this 7 weeks. I think my results are gonna be pretty screwed for some modules.

to study for a paper which you have totally no interest in is tedious. i just feel like burning all my books away.

woke up with a major headache. im starting to dislike sundays. dont get enough rest and im feeling lethergic the whole day. played for service today. aiya. nothing going on today. service, lunch, slack and home.

turned 17 today. received lots of well wishes from people.. hah dont know whether i should be happy or not.

Looking back.. im being blessed greatly for the past year. Gifts given by God through out the year is really amazing. Grown and a breakthrough spiritually. Never-ending blessings. My dad accepted Christ! hah. Setting each birthday as an indicater, I'll look back and see what God has given and what i've done.

it aint the same as before. sigh.

woke up thinking it was monday. so dumb.

Feeling rather frustrated lately, mind is just so scattered. Im losing my focus. In Jesus, my studies, my responsibilities. Its like nothing matters anymore. Just wasting my life away.

the light.. where is my light.

WTH LA. my laptop crash. bloody hell. second time. i just changed the motherboard not too long ago. when i received my laptop back for the first time from repairs it already has problem. yet they still told me everything is fine?! idiot. conclusion.

ACER = TRASH

i just feel like laughing at my stupidity. seriously there are times i hate myself.

i regretted going to school today. wasted 10 bucks on cab fare, ending up in school doing nothing. damn shit sia. had national day celebration in school. was ok la. some of us were fooling around. nothing to say for today. bye

hah. i skipped math and only went to school for 2 hours. after lesson went to look for glen. went around with him to search for his stuff. then came the interesting part. hah i and glen became models for a girl named grace. she's actually glen's friend lah.

what were we suppose to doing? play basketball and let her snap pictures for her project. the whole process was funny. we kept asking are the poses good or not. hahaa. oh well.

after that went for prayer meeting in church. playing for prayer meetings and sunday is so different. dont know why but i enjoy more on playing for the meeting. then we had some sharing, was supposed to talk about a topic in the puropse driven life in the end we crapped about noah's ark and some other biblical stuff.

going to sleep now. zzz

just simply love those unprepared worship sessions i had. when the spirit leads, it's a totally different experience in leading worship for me. hah.