Both of us kinda know what was on each of our minds on that day. It saddens me as i saw you walk towards the car. No matter what. i'll wait. Why am I so sure? I prayed, asked. faith, hope, love. Three basics. they played a part. Its up to me you said. It is a choice for you too. :)

I cant really say how i feel. It has been rather boring though. For the first time i dont have to touch my books for 24 hrs. Sleep eat play were all i did. Bought my prom stuff today. Even though i didnt pay a singlw cent my heart still ached. Wanted something cheaper but it didnt hasve any stock at all for the size. In the end settled for something even more expensive. i say almost twice the original price. thank God for such a great blessing even though it wasnt something i really expected to come. Thank my mum too who paid for the clothes. hah

In the end it turned out this way. But it was for a better cause i guess. No doubt im upset.. but it's good to start this way. No matter what the outcome, i'll wait. Im leaving up there, praying.
I live by Faith not by sight. So As Alone as I may be, My Faith Sees my future from the Lord. I will die saying, " I fought the good fight and kept my faith, i have finished the race."
Here's a poem. Its sort of written based on Ecclesiastes. Thank you for sharing. i have learnt much today. :)
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A Time For Everything
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There is a season for everything
And a reason for them to happen.
There is a time to kill, there is a time to heal;
There is a time to rejoice, there is a time to weep;
There is a time to gather, there is a time to scatter;
There is a time to love, there is a time to hate
All these are the rhythms and seasons in the world.
The Lord puts eternity into the hearts of man,
Yet never are they able to comprehend all things.
So why frown and feel despair over this fact?
Are not heavens higher than earth,
And so does His ways higher than ours?
Blessed is the man whose trust is in the Lord,
Who follows His Spirit in all seasons.
Should he sleep during summer?
Or plough during the winter?
Woe to him, who is ignorant to the season.
Thus happy is he who accepts the rhythms and seasons,
Which God sets for the earth
And does the right thing at the right time.

i just want everything back.

Is that too much to ask for?

guitar guitar guitar. 24/7. non stop. guitar is my life, my life is guitar.

screw physics.. screw it all. What am i doing?

Corrinne May - Save Me - Safe In A Crazy World
I drift, I burn, I fly
When you sing lullabies
I'm helpless, I'm yearning
I'm like the putty in your hands

I laugh, I dream, I cry
When you take me on a roller coaster ride
You see me through and through
You see just who i am
Just take my hand and

Save me from this place
Heaven knows I'm falling
For you, my sweet embrace
Heaven Knows
Heaven knows I've been waiting for you

I had a dream that i was falling from the sky
At 90 miles an hour
I was bound to crash and die
But out of nowhere you came and rescued me
There must be some grace in the touch of your face
I'm so happy that I've found you
I'm no longer afraid

Oh ' cause you
Save me from this place
Heaven knows i'm falling
For you my sweet embrace
Heaven knows
Heaven knows I've been waiting

Before i met you
Life was slow-mo
So slow-mo
I thought i had it figured out
But you came and turned my whole world upside down

Save me from this place
Heaven knows I'm falling
For you, my sweet embrace
Heaven knows
Heaven knows you've come to

Save me from this place
Heaven knows I'm falling
For you, my sweet embrace
Heaven Knows
Heaven knows I've been waiting for you
Waiting for you

i just realised my walk will be a lonely one. only me.
I walk alone, i'll walk alone.

bye