alright..im back frm china..was kinda boring?i was the only oldest kid around..bascially i wld be slping all the time..travelling alot..n shop alot..my mum n aunt are mad..bought so much stuff..as for me..nth much..just 2 pair of jeans, a t-shirt n a new pair of shoes..

things happen when i was away..haha..kinda sad tht it turned out like tht..
n glen broke my guitar strings when i was away..elixir..sigh..think i pissed him off when i was chatting with him..sigh..sorry..well..time for me to slp..bye..

today came back frm my church youth camp..my specs broke..sigh..was kinda busy during the camp..as i was doin logistic i had to run about..oh well..still had fun though.. and during the camp i was playing in the worship band during worship..a whole new experiance for me..learned alot frm the practices..during the camp God kinda spoke to me thru ppl..aunty simone had a vision about me then..thru her God gave me a verse..she told me to read psalm chapter 13..it was really describing my feelings then..shall stop here..would be flying off to china tml..haha..crazy schedule..

seems that i have come to a decision..i will cont to find an answer..i got to thank glen for tht as after i kinda shared what happened he told me to get closer to God first..thru Him all wld be fine..

hey * sorry ehz..i have been acting like a fool..u have been helping me all the while yet i have been like that..seems that i have pissed u off for quite a long time..sorry..i wld still wait for her and wait for an answer frm God..i thank u for everything u had done for me..still friends yea?take care..

today slept till 11 plus..did some house chores..then cont on my tuitiotn hw..had tuition at around 520..finished 730..was late for band prac..my first time as guitarist..well..kinda screwed up..must practise more..

another day passed..i really wish i was back in the past..sigh..if only they knew..hahaa..but it wouldn't happen..i must be a hopeless fool..its my fault..all mine..sigh..they wouldn't care anyway..bye..

today..went to park mall with my brother,xavier,jy and someone i don't know to have my guitar repaired.After that was guitar shopping for xavier..learned quite alot about different guitar.Xavier couldn't find his ideal guitar.After that went to sembwang mrt to give billy his chi o level book.Met up with guan ting also.Then went to khatib to meet up with yvonne and fen nie.Went to get my uniform rank sow.Waited at mac for it to get it done..Xing Ren came a short while later..After that we went to chong pang cc area to meet francoise.He just came back yesterday from aus.He was with sheng chang and thiong kiang..well just got home..ate my dinner..thats all i guess..

well..well..if i am not wrong..some people blocked me in msn..hah for wat?i dont know but i roughly know whats happening..

haha..i am always the outsider..extra..whats the purpose for me then??

argh..i am so busted..so much homework not done..i still got a youth camp to attend and going china for a week.Left only a week for homework.Argh!!Help?!

sigh.."further seems forever"Saw this phrase somewhere..i am still grabbing hold..what a fool i am..just can't stopping thinking about the past.

my blog song is "i lift my voice'" by SE

come on man..some people say they aren't happy.. they have got back what they wanted..what about me?i got the feeling that someone has betrayed me..beacuse of the way people act..i know..it wasn't the same..

ole ole ole..im now a staff sergent.Hmm..so many things happened in the past few days.Happy and sad..i will just stop here.Don't feel like talking about it.Well..bye

*take care..*