it has been a year. attended part A camp only this time im slacking all the way. atomsphere feels the same, the environment's the same and ironically the problems are the same.

only one thing changed; me.

something has left. im missing it.

when night safari today. 17 years of life and it's my first time visiting there. didnt feel so good though. tired, same shit was invoked out. kept my distance. was afraid or rather i've lost confidence.