kind of lost of what to type. o's results are going to be release in less than a month. SA might be a dream that wont come true. pretty positive though. maybe there'll be a miracle? nah i wont be that blessed to get through so easily. took the blessings and chances God gave me for granted in sec sch already. how much more can i ask?practically i have been slacking and rotting at home this hols. life seems to be rewinding as im repeating everything i did each single day. gave up hhope on trying to find a job. maybe it wasnt meant to be. DOTA has been keeping me occupied. I rule the game. hoho. nah just kidding. started playing not long ago and i have already trash andy. hahaha. :P

another week's going to be over. chinese new year is coming and i haven bought a single piece of new year clothing. argh. transport fee has doubled? or rather, by ten fold. a trip to queensway and another trip back costed 5 plus? this is madness.

missed sec sch. missed the times i lamed with the other guys in class, during recess or cca. the fun i had. missing her too.. but its over. Time to grow.