everything seems to be in a whirl. happenings rushing through me like a running train.
Sat
God gave me a major slap on my face asking me to wake up. His coming is so near. very near. the sharing i had with the older ones,felt His presence and it was Him through them who was speaking to me. after that joined their cg and saw a video clip by the author of the book Heaven is so real. get the book. its good. testimony by the author is very enriching. another slap telling me His is coming. whatever i went through that day is pretty hard to describe. ok before all this had cg at grace's house. i guess i understood how some of the people felt about the cg and esp someone. names shall not be mentioned. i guess by attending the older peeps cg is alot diff from ours. i guess she expected more from her own cg. sometimes looking back, its partially my fault. i should have done something but i didnt. this time i want to bring the cg on a whole diff level in their relationship with God.
Sun
i had a shock. big shock. people are starting to look almost the same as another. when i saw somebody today i was so surprised. somehow that person is starting to look more like somebody else. i really wonder what this means when i felt somehow its connected to me. its really damn freaky. pray for enlightment.
Looks like getting a job for me is impossible. i dont know but im getting the feeling He doesnt want me to work. maybe i should spent time in church with reverend since he's so lonely now without the youths coming down to church on weekdays like the holidays. waha. probably i'll do that. till then i doubt i'll get any job. oh well. the agency has not called even once. Two weeks has passed. this sucks. Had a even greater interest in the bible more than like never before. i didnt expect simple minude details in the bible could mean many things. how i wished i was in bible college with xavier and the rest for 3 months. kinda envy them. hah. they found out so much truth about the bible. i was so fascinated by their sharing on sat.
shall end here. hopefully life would be better tomorrow. hah.
Sat
God gave me a major slap on my face asking me to wake up. His coming is so near. very near. the sharing i had with the older ones,felt His presence and it was Him through them who was speaking to me. after that joined their cg and saw a video clip by the author of the book Heaven is so real. get the book. its good. testimony by the author is very enriching. another slap telling me His is coming. whatever i went through that day is pretty hard to describe. ok before all this had cg at grace's house. i guess i understood how some of the people felt about the cg and esp someone. names shall not be mentioned. i guess by attending the older peeps cg is alot diff from ours. i guess she expected more from her own cg. sometimes looking back, its partially my fault. i should have done something but i didnt. this time i want to bring the cg on a whole diff level in their relationship with God.
Sun
i had a shock. big shock. people are starting to look almost the same as another. when i saw somebody today i was so surprised. somehow that person is starting to look more like somebody else. i really wonder what this means when i felt somehow its connected to me. its really damn freaky. pray for enlightment.
Looks like getting a job for me is impossible. i dont know but im getting the feeling He doesnt want me to work. maybe i should spent time in church with reverend since he's so lonely now without the youths coming down to church on weekdays like the holidays. waha. probably i'll do that. till then i doubt i'll get any job. oh well. the agency has not called even once. Two weeks has passed. this sucks. Had a even greater interest in the bible more than like never before. i didnt expect simple minude details in the bible could mean many things. how i wished i was in bible college with xavier and the rest for 3 months. kinda envy them. hah. they found out so much truth about the bible. i was so fascinated by their sharing on sat.
shall end here. hopefully life would be better tomorrow. hah.
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