realised i was placed in many different situations through out my life. i guess this is part of His plan. Being able to handle problems.

people were able to obtain another chance another opportunity. how about me? where is mine? no turning back for me. no turning back. its all my fault anyway. what more can i complain about?

kenneth came my house in the morning. he ran away from school. BAD BOY. went out soon after. met up with andy and wei kiat. went to plaza sing. ate. walked around. went to arcade for a while. they dumped me. found them. went to meriden to play pool. and damn it. costed $38.60 IT'S EXPENSIVE. thats my phrase. yes it was. for three hours. didnt know the rates were 10.80 before holiday eve. argh. after playing had dinner with my parents. then came home.

what to do tomorrow? same old word. ROT.