beauty for ashes

Monday, December 26, 2005

waking up everyday lying to myself saying its gonna be a beautiful day. Sadly it has never been ever since that day. i hate myself for not being able to forget. i know i'll never will. Went to places today. Memories flashed back. Watched King kong. Wont say it's really that fantastic.
Read through my blog. So much has happened. A year almost over. Ending in 6 days. Still remember vividly what was i doing this time of year last year. Secondary school life ends here. Time sure moved way fast this year. "Good things dont last long." Hands up for this phrase. How ironic. The year ending so quickly, so does everything. Knowing i wont see her again. One day looking back at everything, feeling foolish and stupid. haha really feel like slapping myself.
I wont fall into the same pit again. Im closing, locked. Threw the key away. Im not opening up again. hah. My turn to draw.
First 3 months guess i'll be working, devote myself into guitar and His work. So much to do yet so little time.Ending here. Will blog again.

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