here i am.. wondering what to do again. Things arent the way it seems. All for that its going to be my end. Light seems to be fading.. cant see. i'll admit im not spiritually strong as before. dismantled.

no more maple tonight. Im gonna sleep. My mood and temper is rising and changing. What to do? endure endure.. when the day i burst hah. Its a mystery. How i wish i could just sleep and not wake up. Waha just kidding.

Well well, so its pity. I dont need it. Take it back and go away.

ok.. learned a thing or two today, how to handle crying people. but sometimes i think i make situation worse.