I dont know why. Flag day was kinda terrible today?All the while i look as if i was alright, but inside im crying.Sigh..why..why am i feeling that way? To see..hear..sigh.People commented that i dont look stress..but im actually torn up inside. I very tired..i dont really have the strength to move on.Its rather contradicting to what i have told her. Sorry..you could do it, you have the ability to do so..but i don't. And I have finally gotten my guitar strings when the group went dohby ghaut. Went straight home after that. Was rather tired and down went i got home.I don't believe it, i actually cried again. Sigh..took a nap..didnt want to think too much about it. Woke up at 530 for tuition. Had a really bad headache when i woke..sigh, couldn't really concentrate during the lesson. After which went back to my old house at yio chu kang to celebrate my cousin's birthday.All the memories i had there flooded me. How time flies. Met my neighbour..he has grown quite a bit and matured. Having chem mock exam on monday..but i haven even started revising a single chapter..im so screwed. Bio is on tues and i have only revised a few patheic chapters. Going off now..

______torn up..my heart was being stabbed endlessly