busy day today..morning field trip..afternoon some belay training..after tht training straight ncc..was pissed with the sec 1's..this time i let it all out..i scolded them till like shit..guan ting was kinda shocked..then later got scolding from ms ku..all because of some stupid issue..it aint our fault..argh..after that rushed home and went to church..pastor anton cruz..he's really an excellent pastor from india..i could only use one word to describe him..amazing..he came yesterday and today..both sermons are excellent..the atomsphere was total diff..dun wan to elobrate further..he's truly amazing..

trying to keep myself busy to stop myself from thinking about it..but..i failed..sigh..thts all..bye